Shifting Cynicism

Saturday, January 01, 2011

A New Decade

1 Jan 2011. A new decade.

Glad i woke up feeling happy. It was just a dream I had. Couldn't remember what it was the moment i woke up but i knew it must be something sweet as i felt happy for some reason.

I was back in hometown. Sent my parents to the bus station as they were going to visit bro early morning. Our conversation was normal, spoke about selling the car and they appeared suportive.

I went home to the old house after that, initially thinking of clearing my old room but it seemed to much work. Prayed at the altar, probably after more than 6 months, or even a year?. Then i just left for KL, feeling elated and thinking about calling the volvo lady for any chance to get that car again.

Didn't do that though. Went home after almost buying a putter th the golf shop, and had a short nap. Left to pick up my curtains at Macy then went home, not planning to do anything.

2011 Wish List

1. Job stability
Either with this company or a better opportunity elsewhere

2. Potential wife
Very important, but will depend on (1)

3. Improved relationship with parents
Wished for this every year but rarely happens

4. Better social life

5. Less negativity

I’m quite surprised at how few and simple the wishes are. Am I just getting old, or am I close to having enough?