Shifting Cynicism

Monday, November 07, 2011

Four by Four

Four dates in four months - now that ain't too bad considering how lowly i had been for years.

1) office girl - hot, good age (27, pig) but of unsuitable temperament, thinking and background to me. about 4-5 dates i think, she showed a lack of interest and i decided not to go ahead. Been seeing her lately around the office with what seemed like a new bf, and it feels like fuck.

2) teacher - cute, good height, skin, age OK (31, monkey) but just weird and creepy. Appeared dumb, too dependent on mother, probably never had a bf or even dated. Probably a few dates at her work place, daily sms but only one dinner where she looked so awful and awkward i decided it was over. felt like i couldn't communicate and stopped seeing her. she still trying to connect and appeared upset.

3) ma cherie - extremely hot, extremely bright, sexy, tall, good skin, everything i wished for in a woman, but too young (23, dragon) and too outstanding and way out of my league. 3 dates, took her home twice, where i felt like heaven. hugs and light kisses bus she shuts off after date 3 and never anymore replied. felt like she was never really into me and was playing games.

4) lynx - pretty, bright, appeared of suitable intelligence, outlook, temperament and background to mine. short, a little mature (32, goat) and probably with some history i am yet to find out. still ongoing but nothing steamy. dinner twice, movie once, jogging once and took her home once. promising but still early days.

Ok, if we can build on this momentum maybe on day we will just hit the jackpot. it gets tiring sometimes though.